redemption.

incomplete.
i've never been able to step forward, everything i do it seems like im falling backwards indefinitely. im still just stuck yeah, needing somebody, something to keep me going. the only thing that ive learnt inevitably this year is that hard work doesn't always pay off. you need more then effort, you need more then belief that you can achieve in life, you need results. and when you don't get those results, the next step only gets harder.

every moment im out, time just flies. every moment im bored, time stops. every moment im in despair, the world closes in til i have nowhere left to go.