redemption.

i was never right with myself from the beginning, ive never been right with myself.. its just been like that for as long as i can remember. but even then time has passed faster than expected. i can't even contemplate how the six years of high school disappeared before my eyes, i don't even have many memories from it, 6 months in university also disappeared, friends disappeared along with it... time has just been passing. i just feel like theres no more effort left anywhere i look, no one makes an effort..

was just going through my fb photos because i have nothing better to do and i saw my korea photos.. it seriously just brings back memories. even though i never did anything huge or significant, everyday even when i was doing nothing there i was happy. i just loved every aspect of it, i don't know what it was but it makes me sad thinking how that times gone now. i know i should try and treasure the past, learn from it and move to the future because i can't go back etc etc but it doesn't make it any less teary.

ending on a lighter note, the new store owner / fellow basketball team player was with his girlfriend or female acquaintance today and he was like... 'hey cameron, do you think that any girls come here just because of you?' LOL... um, no. haha. my life is nowhere near like a drama, its not coffee prince, its not full house, any high school drama is long gone, once again snapping back to reality.