redemption.

you need to let go.
no matter the price, no matter what the consequences are, letting go is the better option. if you don't you're just going to build up with all this hate inside you, cameron... wake up. (:
past few days, i haven't done much but i learnt a lot of things and i think ive calmed down now. the only one putting pressure on yourself to succeed is yourself, its all for yourself, although you may claim its to please your parents, and you study hard for your parents, you're the only one putting the stress on yourself. sure people always want the best for other people, but you have to accept that if you work as hard as you can and can only get so far, what 85 atar. thats just how life is, there are plenty of people worse off. sure i might not have much of a social life lately, but look im better off than other people. least i can talk to the opposite gender. i might not be that smart, but im smarter than most people and ill still make it into uni. although it might not be in a great course, my life wont end. ill still keep on going, have a life.. live a life.. maybe not a great life but still a life. i have to accept that and just let go. anything i have against other people for what theyve done against me, the only one getting angry about it is myself because im putting that anger on myself. sometimes it takes a moment to realise certain things and theres been enough tears in this world already. lets make some smiles cameron :D