redemption.

16.6 repeated percent of my way through my HSC.
ill be done soon enough, just going to nerd maths
for the next week even through my birthday.
LOVE MY LIFE.
if it weren't for all these formspring trolls, my days would be filled with boredom. the one about my hair hurt my feelings but, not my fault im not born with godlike hair.

shitting bricks.

its a little strange how the people i least expected to become good friends a year ago have suddenly become great friends.. better then great sometimes. far out, its a little emotional LOL i love some of these guys sometimes, seriously.. its great to know that people got my back even if it feels like theres no one there all the time. but honestly, greater friends then id ever thought id have. these last few months have been good even though ive been studying hard. hope it pays off.

HSC drawing nearer and gotta keep studying. keep my chin up yeah. :D gr

my half a moment of happiness is complete now. kodoubleu replied to me too. she's really just .. like a fantasy.

i really like kodoubleu... she made my day again. was feeling crap and now that few minutes just calmed down. [:

 theres only so much shit a person can take before they crack. i'm not here forever, i'm not there when its convenient to you and especially when all it does is bring pain. sometimes, when people get hurt over and over again, if they truly want something, they just keep getting up but eventually they'll stay down and never get back up. you can't keep hitting them down over and over.. unless you at least pull them up a little although it will probably end up with more pain, that short few moments might just be worth it...
too many thoughts been passing through my head with HSC and times just flying literally.. i could just lie for hours in the middle of a grassy patch at macquarie university after library and no one would ever know. no one would ever care, and that fucking hurts that something like that can happen. sometimes when im walking away.. i really just imagine someone coming up and grabbing me from behind. im sad and romantic like that.. jokes...
and this picture on the bottom i couldn't resist posting. she's beautiful, gorgeous and pretty yet hot at the same time. its people like that where you just think.. im not good enough.. never good enough.

when i saw this i couldn't resist but show the world. i love 2NE1 and when sungha jung plays 12 strings like that... dayum. :D

i hate it how you can get annoyed, saddened or angry at someone and then the next day you just forget that it happened then it comes back to you and you're not as emotional, you know you shouldn't treat them the same but you do anyway because.. true friends forgive?

OMG. new fairy tail OP, its nice. and new episode. i love it. my favourite anime now, sorry clannad. :x you'll be forever remembered. it made my day. week...month. :D