redemption.

 theres only so much shit a person can take before they crack. i'm not here forever, i'm not there when its convenient to you and especially when all it does is bring pain. sometimes, when people get hurt over and over again, if they truly want something, they just keep getting up but eventually they'll stay down and never get back up. you can't keep hitting them down over and over.. unless you at least pull them up a little although it will probably end up with more pain, that short few moments might just be worth it...
too many thoughts been passing through my head with HSC and times just flying literally.. i could just lie for hours in the middle of a grassy patch at macquarie university after library and no one would ever know. no one would ever care, and that fucking hurts that something like that can happen. sometimes when im walking away.. i really just imagine someone coming up and grabbing me from behind. im sad and romantic like that.. jokes...
and this picture on the bottom i couldn't resist posting. she's beautiful, gorgeous and pretty yet hot at the same time. its people like that where you just think.. im not good enough.. never good enough.