redemption.

happiness can't last forever. i tried, i tried but there are some obstacles that won't let you. when you don't have family supporting you, i can keep trying still. when they are forcing me apart, i can keep trying. when it's hurting both of us, thats when it is over. the happiest six months of my life is gone just like that. and now i'm left with the worst feeling in the world. regret that i can't be with the only girl i ever loved. regret that i said things i shouldn't have. regret that i am stuck now in this pit of sorrow alone. completely alone. i dont want to live anymore. there is no reason.