redemption.

im in the biggest slump at the moment, its like falling into the ditch in batman.. but i dont even have the motivation to pull myself out. one of the worst feelings is having something and then losing it. everyone knows that. like in naruto, sasuke had parents but lost them which is more painful then never having parents to begin with. i just have to get my head around life or at least around something seemingly a little real. im just lost by myself in the middle of fucking nowhere and when i look back it makes me think how i got to this point in the first place. by doing nothing. im always doing nothing and everything just looks depressing from this point of view now im trying hard to smile.