redemption.

honestly, lately everything has just been hard on me. i don't think i'm taking things well. nothing big is happening but that in itself might be a problem.. i even went to uni today because i just wanted to see friends and in the end, pretty much no one turned up and after, everyones off to chill with friends but me. i don't see what i'm doing wrong sometimes. maybe im just not doing enough, am i not talking to people enough? whenever people talk to me, i always talk its just.. maybe im not interesting who knows.
i guess people just got sick of me and now i've run out of friends now i'm alone in uni. hehh. got nothing to talk about.

and seriously, today i realised even further how unattractive white people are compared to asians. but if you're fat, you just lose in general (: