redemption.

i swear people always tell me the best in life is yet to come. it will happen someday. you'll be happy someday. this will happen later. later its always fucking later. i dont understand why nothing good ever happens to me. its just too strenuous and right now, nobody understands not even myself. its like im walking forward, i can see im walking forward but im not going anywhere. living life with an end point but walking down a straight road, no downhills, no uphills, no bends. people just want too much, they expect too much, everyone does and its inevitable but when you've given up after trying so many times... can't help but dream.

ps. that photo is utterly stunning.