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when the little hope you had is shattered, all you can do is live a dream.
ps. that picture is indescribably stunning.
sometimes, when the world tells you otherwise, you have to accept it. some things are not meant to be. if you try to hard, it only makes it harder.. its that wave again. that confidence wave crashing down to nothing and sitting here telling myself, not good enough once again. i cant help it, when i see someone whos just amazing, self confidence overflowing and reason for it, i really cant help it but hurt. it just does. even if you try not to care, even if you tell yourself theres someone someday, even if you make yourself believe.. maybe i really am just weak. because all i really ever had was hope.
really pretty. reminds me of somebody. my life is definently pointless right now, it has always been pointless and everything ive done in my life has been pointless and wasted. how many friends have i made over the years.. what university course am i doing.. nothing substantial in my life. i haven't even changed anyone else's life. i dont know how i even made it this far. sometimes you need to do something, know something that you did changed something. even if its a little. or made a difference to someone elses life. someone who isn't there for pity. who isn't there for their own self satisfaction.
too many selfish people in this world.
kahi is so pretty. i can't believe she's 31. im missing korea more than ever, i think coming back to australia killed me mentally and physically.
when i see something so perfect like this, it only makes me want to go back to korea more.
in an ideal world...
i will miss you korea. at times i didn't realise it, as the saying goes, you don't realise you've lost something until its gone. i knew i'd love korea and now i'm back in australia, every moment here seems like a waste. the people, the atmosphere everything here just kills me a little bit inside. i don't think people will ever be able to actually appreciate how much i hate australia compared to korea. if i had a choice, i would drop my life here and go there in a second without hesitation but life doesn't give you many choices thats why when opportunities come, you must take them (:
