redemption.

sometimes, when the world tells you otherwise, you have to accept it. some things are not meant to be. if you try to hard, it only makes it harder.. its that wave again. that confidence wave crashing down to nothing and sitting here telling myself, not good enough once again. i cant help it, when i see someone whos just amazing, self confidence overflowing and reason for it, i really cant help it but hurt. it just does. even if you try not to care, even if you tell yourself theres someone someday, even if you make yourself believe.. maybe  i really am just weak. because all i really ever had was hope.