redemption.

time and time again all people do is prove my point. i don't need to hear things i know are wrong. i don't owe them anything. i owe no person in this world anything except my parents for giving birth to me. i am the judge of my own emotion and actions, i choose what i do, i choose what i say, its not your right or anyone elses to say what im feeling. seriously, people these day just.. wow. don't understand anything. find your own explanation.

i just find it hard to comprehend with people these days. i find myself constantly dumbing myself down for people. why the fuck do i need to explain every little thing i say in minute detail. why do you even need to know?... just wow. im not a mindreader. neither are you. but im not stupid. and hopefully im not the only one in this world. its just that people have no concept of anything right now. fun. time. money. life isn't a game. you shouldn't treat it like one. still, people are way too serious about things. not everything means something but still little things mean something. life is spent differentiating those.

just want to be able to spend my time. happy. its not going to come to me in this life ive been living.