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// Posted by :natsukagex // On :December 29, 2011



theres actually surges of shitness sometimes, where you just feel so crap about everything. nothing is going right, you feel like your days are wasted and here you are standing there being hopeless, useless and fucking alone. its a joke. i don't know how many times i have to say it. i look around me and everyone is having a good time, its really not the same trying to be like that. everyone is happy. everyone is content. theres moments where they're not but overall they're content with how they're living. they're content with how the world is and they're just fucking complacent with the world. its times like this where i sit and reflect on just everything. and realise just wow.

last 55 hours of 2011. it was the year that started off messed. hsc year and worse. was trying to find myself a little more because thats what you do when you're young. trying to mature. trying to realise the hardships of the world and learn and become better from your mistakes. well at least thats what ive been trying to do. you cant become better by just doing nothing. you gotta take action. thats one thing ive learned. nothing happens for no reason, sometimes things happen for no reason. too complicated. too much worry. year of just too much everything. and its ended just.. weak.

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