redemption.

you know that feeling when you know that people are talking about you but you can't do jackshit about it. whether its genuine reason, good or bad. its still happening. i find it amusing how i wrote a peer pressure essay for japanese like an hour before i got peer pressured. almost gave in but there wasn't a decent hairdresser. heads up to that at least, but honestly. i just want a decent haircut and stop worrying about all this shit people keep giving to me. its really amusing sometimes, its funny how my hairs just so fucked up nowdays.

i honestly do not know what is coming on with each day that i see ahead. i just want something, anything to happen. anything.but for that reason and that reason only i must take any opportunities that come before me. never miss out on anything, never give up on anything and keep a positive attitude no matter what because thats all i can do. :D