redemption.

hectic round two~ jokes... was pretty much the same as i expected once again but to top it off it was even more empty today than yesterday which was just tragic. i'm well over it and honestly, i knew i didn't wanna go, i went anyway and although i owe one of my friends one for looking out for me, i still didn't have that great of a time especially since everyone just left so early. come for 3 hours, laters... another $70 gone. fun... if it wasn't for that mate i would've probably done something that i definently would've regretted plus he cheered me up so heads up to him. great mate. no one came out of that club with a mangled face from me due to him. [:

anyways, im pretty much over everything at this point in time. nothing really makes any difference and im just living on each day without knowing whats coming next. i still have HSC on wednesday, last exam and then i should be going off but it really won't be any different. lifes puzzling that way.. im up for round three, 1T.