redemption.

some people deserve to just be hit. there are some people that don't learn even after being hit, again and again and again. people say violence can't solve problems but in the end, eventually it will. words can hurt more than fists ever can, but its in a different way you know...
i think my tendencies to beat the shit out of someone have risen again, uh oh...
LOL. its worse because im eighteen and if i hit somebody i can be put in jail. i must resist. must resist... MUST.
i must resist that lovely temptation to one hit ko somebody, smash their face into a brick wall and then kick their mangled body across the ground because thats just not something a good person would do eh?
i literally still imagine beating up people when i see them sometimes though, depending on the surrounding, say for now, theres some ugly white cunt sitting across me in a pink jacket and he looks like a massive prick. he just has that aroma, i want to just grab his laptop, smack it across his face, jump over the table and kick his head in. stomp on that ugly face... HAHAHA. theres nothing wrong with that. its just in my thoughts anyway, i have a vivid imagination about these sort of things. all this is hypothetically speaking, if theres was a person, just using i because i can type it faster like that and because im thinking up the situation of course.. so shoooooo. can't a person have thoughts like that to himself without something being up? im a messed up kid. get over it. i wanna go never back down style, gets me pumped!

but honestly, heads up to all the people with no respect out there in this world. i don't believe in karma one bit but if you piss off enough people, its only a matter of time.