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// On :October 27, 2011
losing all motivation to work at library.
hypothetically speaking, say that somebody was seeing somebody or supposedly seeing somebody but then they like someone else at the same time. is that wrong? are they allowed to flirt with others while seeing somebody, wheres the morals in anything anymore? are they allowed to be friendly with other people, thats why i find there trouble to be in casual relationships. theres lots of problems that may occur, you may not see them enough, may not like them enough, may not be able to like them enough for certain reasons, you may have problems with friends, family... anything. theres just too many problems.
im coming up to the last few weeks of my HSC and although this should be the most stressful time of my life im just so like.. empty LOL. anyone else get that tingly feeling of like excitement/happiness when something awesome just happens... I WANT IT AGAIN. want want want want want want want it. dam im greedy.
hypothetically, there are so many pretty people around the place, there is always someone better looking than you and better than you in every single aspect... well for typical people anyways. isn't that hard to live like that when you can't find confidence in any part of yourself, you cant exert confidence in anything you do unlike other people. theres always conflicting morals, conflicting standpoints and everythings just fucked up in the end. even say that you find someone you really like, how long can that really last, how long before they fuck you over and dump you on the side of the gutter. if anyone wanted that they would just go 1T with a goon sack honestly. but jealousy is just part of human nature isnt it? isnt it. imperfection is a bitch.
im coming up to the last few weeks of my HSC and although this should be the most stressful time of my life im just so like.. empty LOL. anyone else get that tingly feeling of like excitement/happiness when something awesome just happens... I WANT IT AGAIN. want want want want want want want it. dam im greedy.
hypothetically, there are so many pretty people around the place, there is always someone better looking than you and better than you in every single aspect... well for typical people anyways. isn't that hard to live like that when you can't find confidence in any part of yourself, you cant exert confidence in anything you do unlike other people. theres always conflicting morals, conflicting standpoints and everythings just fucked up in the end. even say that you find someone you really like, how long can that really last, how long before they fuck you over and dump you on the side of the gutter. if anyone wanted that they would just go 1T with a goon sack honestly. but jealousy is just part of human nature isnt it? isnt it. imperfection is a bitch.
its hard to find a balance between things. i find it hard to find a balance between everything in my life so id rather just forfeit the good things and just have nothing than have to deal with the balance of good and bad things. but ONCE AGAIN, unfortunately shit just doesn't roll that way. even when you attempt to have nothing, the bad things just roll on like moving walls that are moving closer and closer together til you don't even have room to breath. just need to be able to breath.
