redemption.

i realised a lot of people are actually quite judgmental, some people just don't get along with these people, others just don't like these people and then when you're stuck inbetween its jusrt like fuck.. secretly you know which side you'd pick but you'd really rather not...
a few more days and schools finally over, the trouble when you go library everyday is you have days when you're the only one there, days when only a friend or two come and days where its bloody some asian festival, those days are worst because you want to sit with certain people but then theres other, feel dog here and then even worse you're just like stuck and all you really just want to do is sit with some friends and study. x) sure some friends make the experience more joyful but shit happens and its aggravating sometimes. just sit by myself!? then im not taking sides. HAHA. i hate how library is so far away from parking too and and and... sometimes its just annoying when someone you don't like tries to chime in with your friends, library or not, shoo please. now i feel hypocritical there, cameron joining the worlds biggest hypocrites! but honestly, if you're not friends, fuark, just fuck off!
and and and... maybe when chatswood library opens ill just isolate myself away from everyone :x im too indecisive to make these sort of decisions. small yet ever so important.