redemption.

and its only now i realise how uncomfortable it is living each day, living each minute troubling myself with this and that, that feeling of unease i can only get when faced with certain aspects in life. talking to a certain person til i fall asleep, getting up in the morning the same way, i become accustomed to it and life without it seems too different. dont like change sometimes, i really dont. i have to admit i put it on myself sometimes, you cant be as nice as you'd like to be to everyone, fuck i wish i could kage bunshin no jutsu, woo, fucking naruto nerd.. D: