redemption.

 need some love in my life, like a drama, need to be happy  ♥
 its truly easily said than done. (:

nope... my craving to beat the shit out of someone still hasn't subsided. i saw some ugly fucking private school white kid spit on the train track like 2m away from the edge, i have nothing wrong with spitting but you don't do it like that just to attempt to look cool infront of your faggot friends. i was actually picturing in my head, even though it was raining like going over and beating the shit out of him and all of his white private school friends.... afjuiehgoaiojge need to chill cameron. everythings just not going right. look its 9:30 and my MSN list is still empty. this is ridiculous, i can't even come home and chill by talking on msn anymore. maybe i just don't have any friends, not as many as i use to think i have. may as well just go library and lie on the ground til 10pm and come home... seriously. :s

oh wow, i just went to do maths homework for like 15 min to do one question.. and i realise i was typing up a blogpost. im doing it subconsciously, its my only friend... heh. still just as confused as i was yesterday, and nothings going to happen about it! ○