redemption.

one moment. everything feels so real. second moment, its blown away by reality. third moment. you're standing in the distance. last moment. you realise you're far far away.

people are amazing, i can't even begin to comprehend where people get their motivation from, their talents, everything. example, you look at an actual celebrity, thousands, millions of people seen them, know them, love them. and in reality, they're no older than i am. now me, i look at myself, and somebody i met five times can't even remember my name. makes you wonder what you've worked so hard for, what you've lived for, and sometimes makes me think, fuck life.