redemption.

i think i've watched the go away mv over and over again since my friend linked me to something than somehow i got back to that mv. mightve been after watching lonely mv :D something about CL still takes me away. whether her hairs that perfect shade of blonde, or black. -ngah. ♥
somebody asked me yesterday, why don't you like white chicks and linked me to a picture of some tanned white 14 year old in a bikini... um no. :s thats not even attractive for some reason. i can't explain it by my answer is right there. when i see a gorgeous asian, something about it just makes me happy :D i still don't know how to put it in words.
let me tell you a lovely story my friend told me today to break up anything too personal HAHA. um, well he was at macquarie library the other day, and he had to go toilet and there were these two girls lying across the corridor and he was like excuse me, and as he went to jump over their legs, he farted in one of their faces. LOL. and he looked back and she like had a funny face and he just legged it. omg, so embarassing. :L

its strange, sad yet wonderful how people can just pop in and out of your life. you think about it, look back through the years, how many friends you have had, lost, gained, lost again, seen, never seen.. sometimes theres just some people i know im not like, cant ever be close friends or friends sometimes. sometimes. urgh. but thats life, it brings happiness and sadness.

you know something else funny, today i had my interview and yes, they did make me feel fucking stupid, my atar estimate is low 80s. what can i say, thats just the extent of my intelligence. IQ doesn't mean shit. :\ school is a different life skill. well, in the interview i wrote like an essay, the teacher even called it an essay LOL but he was like, you're able to articulate your words very well. im like ._. thanks sir. i won't go further but yeah, story of my life.