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teen depression
yeah, depression is a real disorder. (Y) if you didn't notice that was sarcasm. if your not missing an extra chromosome, if your not physically unable to do something due to a problem with your body that is a disorder but depression is a state of mind what a joke. had a mufti day on friday for it, they expect me to give money for that and than the chemistry teacher goes on crying about it, its pathetic. it is a state of mind, everyone gets down every now and than, depression is just a state of mind where you isolate yourself and force yourself into that depressed state, its not a disorder. go get help? talk to friends? its seriously a joke to me, they just don't understand do they.
everythings just dull. thats the only word i can think of these days. the weathers dull, and the rain isn't even real rain. i have to go through the same crappy routine cycle week after week:
monday : - school - basketball training.
tuesday : - school -
wednesday: - school - sport -
thursday: - school - basketball game.
friday: - school - go to my brothers basketball game.
saturday: -work which i fucking hate but my mum won't let me quit which is even more pathetic-
sunday: -tutor -
and than it all goes back into the same cycle. sure theres variations occassionally but its all the same, eat, sleep, study, thats all that i got. if you just kick off work on saturday, my life would be complete, i could actually get time to do proper study, perhaps even sleep in one day.
expectations
im completely over expectations. expectations in everything, not academically mainly. im just.. urgh. im not even going to finish this post. x) expectations that talking with people will help. expectations that theres nothing wrong. its too much.
