redemption.

cameron got a haircut, and for those who dont believe i cut anything off. think again, and yes i know my hair was messy in the first one but i sort of just had a shower. bite me for it...


im messing with you, i don't like posting pictures of myself but i have nothing better to do sometimes. i don't like seeing my face so your never going to get a front view photo. bite me for it again. im messing with you again (:
but seriously, its a lot shorter. joy to the world. nah, i just had to cut it before summer holidays because if i got it cut during summer holidays it wouldnt have time to grow a bit cus my hair always looks funny after a haircut. most times really, just cant help it [:

anyways, you met my twin cousin? aren't we cute posers. im messing with you again. isn't this fun. personally i like the one on the right better, he looks a bit thinner.


nah, we like making love. i have no idea why im so white here. my webcammax isn't working properly, its sort of unregistered itself, and i cant be bothered finding a new keygen. [:


umm, i have no idea why my writing suddenly turned to bold font but i'll just go with it. yeah, this is the only time you'll see me, treasure it. hahha.... no cameron. i really have nothing better to do. i really should study but i really have a fuck the world mentality at the moment. everythings messed up. not one thing goes my way, and when that happens to you, whats the easiest thing to do? turn around and pretend it never happened. thats what im doing, and theres nothing else to it. tomorrow i get to go to sushi samurai and eat some expensive japanese food wasting my parents money once again. (:

i really haven't made anything out of my life these last few weeks, its just been dragging on. some things i thought were ages ago, turn out to be a few weeks ago, some things i think are soon, are ages away. its just how things turn out to be. :\ my ipod totally fucked up, the screen like burnt or something, i dont know, it was in my pocket and i took it out to play and the screens messed up. thanks apple. i was getting a new one anyway i guess :s
i really do say i guess, anyway, too much but no one cares! -smileyface.
i need some brightness in my life, boom, break out of this dull fortress. hehh. not going to happen anytime soon. hope i do well in my exams, i got to get to it from tomorrow onwards.

oh. and i just got reminded, you know when people say just kidding/jokes or anything along those lines, the tv show i was watching last night said that when people say that 50% of the time they're just saying the truth or what they want to say and add just kidding/jokes to cover up so they're not left vulnerable. thats completely true. :\ thats the sad thing. the statistics are probably pulled out of thin air, its actually probably more than that. i realised i say things like that sometimes. (: its breaks the tension.