redemption.

i just had the most overwhelming urge to beat the fuck out of someone. (: no one inparticular - and gosh that first guys singlet shouldnt be that tight to show his abs LOL. i thought he had blue skin :L strange..
oh i also had an overwhelming urge to buy a knife like asuma from naruto, shh i know narutos sad but its addictive ok. its sort of like a mix between a kerambit and a trench knife (: hehh. i could beat the shit out of someone or hit them and slice ;o its perfect, dont know why no one uses them, guess a katanas better cus its longer :L i wouldnt mind one too! its legal in Australia, well most of them anyway.

oh and if your wondering why the pictures are all stacked at the top im too crap to move them (:it mucks up my writing so yeah. haha.

think i might be going out to watch iron man 2 on friday for my 'friends' birthday, first time out with 'friends' properly since summer holidays. i never go out, nor get invited, nor have enough free time to even go if i did get invited i realised :\ need to cut down on things. realised when i saw all the most retarded people in my grade go to a party which i wasnt invited to D: its not like i get on bad terms with them, but seriously.. i probably wouldve been busy but still! god D: heartbreaking..

what else.. what else cameron.. hmm. oh yeah, i want to get leanish by the end of year 12. (: thats one aim i shall keep to. don't want to stay a weak shit forever.. hmm. i was going to say something else. oh wouldn't it be nice if you only had 3 hours sleep or close to that? go to sleep at 9:30 - 12:30 or whatever and than you have 6-7 hours before you have to get ready for school... if i had that than i seriously wouldnt be worried about school nor free time. maybe i should try, just cut down half an hour a week than eventually down to 3 hours or so? heh.. id get yelled at by my parents. cant use jetlag as an excuse this time (: