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no matter how much i try to forget about someone, even if i hate them, even if i loved them, even if i haven't even met them, i can't forget them. is there anyone you just want to forget about, but little things in your life just keep on reminding you of them? perhaps a song, a moment, you just cant forget.
today was just another normal day for me, valentines day? chinese new year? no difference to me, but for some reason someone called me tired, and it got me thinking a bit, what am i tired of ;o this is starting to remind me of some english thing where you go into depth into something that the person which said it wasn't even thinking about, anyways i was just thinking what i am tired of, and i decided.
im sick of getting pushed around, being told that i can't do something.
sick of being told the things i like aren't good.
sick of being judged before the person knows me
and most of all im sick of being pushed away.
you think you've finally got somewhere, and it just sneaks away from you, one bit by bit and you just cant catch up.
well, yesterday i was out of it, the day before, this whole week ive been out of it not even sure about half this stuff im writing.
its just things ive been thinking about which most people wouldn't expect, those little things in the back of your head which you think about before you sleep.