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i was just sitting around the house doing nothing as usual, but its sort of relaxing you know just sitting around with no one around not having to worry about anything with that nice relaxing breeze coming in through the window which leaves a tingly warm feeling . mm.
everythings always best the first time which makes me happy. the first time . (: im not -sighing. DONT THINK I WAS :L
i cleaned up my room and everything, put out the washing i love being at home by myself, except sometimes it gets tiring not talking to anyone maybe im adjusting out of my antisocial norm :S i use to be fine sitting at home by myself for 8 weeks but noooo, now i feel lonellyyy. D:
no one even talks to me on msn, and when they do i reply too late because im not paying attention because my stupid msn doesnt flash and i don't bother to check it and after replying 10-20 minutes late they don't reply to me or they've gone somewhere elseee aahhhh ><" its nice how people can put their all into something, not giving up and than when it gets tough their friends help them, support them. do any of you guys have a friend/friends you could trust with anything, i dont. i thought i did once upon a time but not anymore.
my lovely relaxing fucked up life. :)
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