redemption.

in the end, just turned back to impassive.

i think im a little bit of a coward. i always tell myself that i know i can do things but prefer not to, i can tell people anything but they don't need to know it if they don't ask... im always waiting for the opportunity. i always tell myself, if i keep waiting then someday something good will happen, someday someone will come to me, someday something will happen but it really wont. and somewhere in the back of my head i know that. and somewhere in the back of my head, i know how alone i actually am in this world. realising at 4am in the morning, realising at 4pm in the afternoon. realising your whole life, you have no one to really talk to.