redemption.

when life hands you hardship, you need the strength to pull through. there is no hope if you don't believe. what hope is there if you can't trust in your friends. what hope is there if you don't even believe in yourself. in life, theres just too many problems, not everything can be solved, you solve one thing and another pops up. i know i can never be worry free, but if you're content that is enough. i think that i keep my dreams too high, i know i keep them too high but if i don't keep believing that one day something might happen then i can't step into the next day. all i have left are these shattered dreams and broken hope without the determination to believe. what am i even talking about.. my life used to be more eventful than this.

friendship.. when you lose the friend, all you have is the ship and its sinking. i read that from my facebook status. its sort of true though. everyday im fighting to keep my friends, making it seem like its an effort i just don't see the worth anymore. i don't see any worth in anything i do. and its late and i don't even know what im talking about so im just going to sleep. all i wrote was misguided thoughts. my heart just hurts lately and i dont know whats wrong. it just feels like im missing something.. i dont wanna talk about it anymore.