redemption.

its funny how everything comes back on you. i try to get over unrealistic expectations, people are too amazing. kpop stars, jiyeon, hyorin, ailee, BoA, IU, CL... the list goes on. i turn myself to more realistic expectations and im still shut down in life. i can't bring myself to do anything, i can't bring myself to move on, i can't bring myself to break through that glass wall and in the end i'm just standing here crushed. i keep telling myself to never give up, never give up hope that something will come around. never stop believing. but everytime i tell myself that its just like an overwhelming wave just breaking me. im broken, im down and out for the last time. don't try to spur any motivation into me. don't try to make me happy because all i will do is put on a smile. laugh it out. if you notice the small things, you may notice but honestly, nothing can bring me back up except time. byebye.