redemption.

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this blogs been coming on for a while now, you know with the end of holidays and start of school you just tend to think about random things. plus i tend to note them down on my phone if i have the time. [:

the first thing which i totally forgot to note down but remember is oh my god. D: i am not satisified with just talking to people on msn, texting them. i use to be happy with that, that was enough for me, but now look at me gone and went out and met them and wanting to see them more! everyday im stuck at this shitty school without close friends is painful, not being able to talk to them completely, not going to see anybody, this year i just realised is going to be worse than hell! continue to force myself to do all this work and all. i love the way, seeing a picture of an anime i once watched brings all those emotions back. (: its amazing!



anyways, on to point two. i was on the train this morning and i look at all the fat people in the seats, the two seaters do not fit two australian people LOL. we're the fattest people in the world okay, and oh my god. please aircon the trains D: im suffering. yeah screw Australian transport though, haha. bus drivers are bitches too! [:

finally, my lovely last point which i shall enlighten whoever reads this is my paranoia for surveillance cameras. i swear everytime i walk into a room, i like scan it for surveillance cameras. :L even if its like at a friends house. bathrooms mainly. x) too many creepy pedophiles out there, you never know what you might encounter.
i finally switched my blanket to a thin one too on my lovely uncomfortable bed so i can sleep even more uncomfortably all night long! (:
now wasnt that a positive post. too positive. lets go balance it out.


oh, i cant think of any philosophical/logical/social opinions to talk about. i want to msn someone lovely dnms right now. [:
it helps me develop a better sense of thought? that makes sense!