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// Posted by :natsukagex // On :February 13, 2011

i just have to say,
thank you world for being there for me.
thank you for all the times you've had my back.
thank you for putting me into this school.
thank you you've made me happy.
but what you didn't know, is its opposite day.

would you like to hear an interesting story? well bad luck, thats a rhetorical question. yesterday i had a lovely d&m session with some stranger on the internet. the funny thing
is they understood me in those few moments more than anyone else has in my entire
life. they understood things i do:

they noticed that i use positive emoticons, even when im talking about something sad just to cover up things so nobody would notice. and nobody ever does notice.
they understood, they didn't pretend to ignore me or change the subject, they talked about themselves just enough so i wouldn't feel like its just me. good day to you stranger and may we meet in another lifetime.

colours don't really help. if people see a block of text, the first thing they think is do they want to read this? is the person who wrote this chunk of text going to say something thats worth reading? how bored am i? do i even care? blah blah blah. i dont even know what im typing anymore. back to the adventures of frankenstein because obviously something i do, something i say is pissing somebody off. trolls on formspring, give me a break.