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// On :January 25, 2011
the ten most memorable people: im not sure if you meant memorable or important people so i'll just go with memorable.
- my bestfriend, his an amazing guy and id have his back on anything no matter what it is. sure his gone wrong at times, struggled but his never betrayed me, his fun to be around and the only friend i can trust over time. although we dont talk about things that often, and he may not regard me the same way, his reliable to me, and it makes me happy to know i have had someone like that over all these years. (:
- one of my bestfriends i thought i had, he once came on a holiday with me, although his been there for me at times and i have heaps of fun with him, his enjoyable to be around sometimes he just forgets about me, ignores me, and .. i dont know :\ it hurts okay. his still in my life, but its not the same from our once innocent year 7 bodies, good to know you but we're not as close as we use to be, and this time i have to say its your fault. im not one to lay blame, but i never turned my back on you.
- this can be a collective as one person, to all those people who i have talked to and stopped talking to over the years and we never talk anymore. from my once timid state as a year 7, to my now year 12 state in which i honestly dont care about anything anymore and i just do what needs to be done. i think ive improved. its better, i dont care what anyone else says. with each new person ive met ive changed, better or worse ive changed okay. (:
- i dont know why im doing smiley faces when im not even remotely happy, this goes to one of my close friends which left my school, honestly its made me cry before and just made me cry again. fuck my life and my sad moods. i had a lot of respect for that guy in every aspect, he made me smile when he smiled, and i could understand him to certain points, he wasn't one of those guys which were always happy and when he was sad i was extremely sympathetic to him, he had a harsher life than me but he strives through his errors. i dont talk to him at all anymore, and it pains me to think of what couldve been, i needed a friend like him in my life but look at me now seventeen and washed up.
- my other only close friend at my school now, this little guys always here for me and never let me down, always got my back unlike the other pricks in my school. his one of the greatest guys ive met and from the first moment in year 7 when i saw him he gave off that aura and i just had to be his friend. [: he deserves more words than this, but his amazing. through all the times we've had, he'll be there for me and wont judge me on it anymore than he already has.
- i should probably chuck a female in here or i might look gay. my first memorable female friend i met in an awkward situation, probably through bebo. (: and than i was like ooh, i want to know about them. and than i talked to them on msn, and day by day it made me happy talking to them. i felt i could talk to more things to them and ive forgotten what we use to talk about but occassionally we still talk . i met them twice but never talked properly in real life still. honestly, i ... dont worry.
- female two, hello female two. you are very memorable arent you, haha. ive started talking to you more once again, at one point in time you stopped talking to me and that hurt me so much but its alright now, i can forgive. i tend to forgive people a lot, everyone makes mistakes, even if people do it intentionally i can forgive their ill intentions but that doesnt prevent the fact that it hurts. anyway this certain person makes me happy which is one reason why i cant seem to forget about them. when.. actually i better not say this. they make me smile okay. (: they're a great person, and they deserve better sometimes i think. always have memories.
- female three, you .. i dont know. we're not even remotely close, but we use to talk a lot. you are quite whitewashed now i look back arent you. i dont know how long i talked to you for, or why i talked to you for that long. you're an interesting person, but i dont think our personalities matched, i dont know how we managed to talk so long. its quite strange, but its nice in its ways.
- female four, you .. i hate it when girls can take things the wrong way. for example, if i talk to a girl it does not mean i like her. this person reminds me of that in a way. have a lot of memories with them and to be honest, not one of those are positive but they helped me become more socially proactive? i thank them for that, and wish them luck in their future endeavours oh stranger . heh. i make lame jokes.
- female five, your group were the first group of females that i encountered. LOL. that was quite the awkward match. haha. my little year 7-8 self. thank you for coming to my basketball game. you know who you are if you ever read this. you're one of my closest female friends and i have to say your the female friend that ive known the longest who im still friends with. your a little crazy at times but not in a bad way! :L heh. go back to watching your dramas.
- i want to add this female six in, but i wouldnt really say theres any memories for them. there is one but i cant remember them, it was a while ago. but we're talking again due to my clumsiness on the phone and realised i texted the wrong person with the same name after a day. haha. (: your enjoyable talking to on msn, and one day we shall meet again!
