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how come i can never be content with what i have. is it the same for everyone? i always want more. i get envious/jealous of all these things, and i hate myself for it. why do i want that, is it because i don't want somebody else to have it and i don't even truly desire that. greed is a sin and therefore must resist its temptations. agree? [:
my life, my future. ive been forced to keep on looking forward no matter how much i try to resist it once again. i have to do well at school, but does that mean i have to sacrifice my youth for it? my grandfather was abusing my mum saying shes a bad parent for letting me go out. is it a crime to have friends? i don't want to be some closed-closet guy who has to resort to asking his father's client's white daughter out with him to the year 12 formal like my cousin, even if it does get me 99.75. which i know it wouldn't. im not that naturally talented, im not that hardworking and im just.. average. is it wrong to want more? is it wrong to sit here questioning all this random things around in my head which i can't even pick out for whats right and wrong? but for now i know i want one thing. i want to enjoy my summer holidays with my friends, if that earns me $5k less a year, than so be it. its a sacrifice im willing to make, i don't need tonnes of money to be happy, enough is enough. [:
