redemption.

its amazing how no matter how many times you talk to a person first on msn, or sometimes even in real life, they won't talk back to you first. you always have to be the one to open up that conversation, even though your doing homework and have your status on available, your still that one opening the conversation. maybe people really don't like talking. haha. [: another night without anyone talking to me, reminds me of the holidays a while back where i was on the computer almost 24/7 and i didn't get anyone talking to me not even a hi, or give me the answers or play a game with me for almost a week. its amazing [: sometimes you just give up!

on a side note, cravings for the unimaginable have been creeping back into my life. (: