redemption.

i never really understood what was actual friendship. i never known what a true friend is but now i think i know, truly understand. i always had this fake, idea of a friend. picture perfect as it may be. but thats not what you have to have from a friend.
a friend is someone who would stand up for you, have your back, take a hit for you without regrets. someone you know you can trust, you know the boundaries in which you can trust them determine the level of friendship, and just in general how much you can rely on them. they don't always have to be by your side, go out with you whenever you want, but they're there for you when you need it. i give myself out too openly, trust people who don't deserve to be trusted, but thats what makes me different.


i dont know what it is but sometimes theres just times where i cant stand seeing a friend hurt, even if i don't know them that well i am willing to stand up for them. and i just want to lash out at something. the circumstance will come one day, and when it does, i have their back. [:
sure theres people who wouldnt believe a word of what i say and most of the above only applies to guys. i don't have any girls who id feel that way about. :\ sure if someone was attacking them id protect them, but not out of the same obligation. i just felt i had to say that (: back to attempting to study hard!