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// On :August 20, 2010
this last week has been one of the most fulfilling weeks of my life, if not the most, i don't know what it is but although there were quite a few times i wasn't feeling myself or at all energetic/lively, bring whatever terms you want but after coming back i realised that i missed it already. :s it all flew by, joined together in one mash of events, experiences and memories. but here i am, at home, my head spinning not knowing whats right or wrong, and sort of questioning things. i get this way after trips, especially spending 6-7 hours on the bus home watching drama. (: it made me realise that perhaps i haven't missed out on everything, i have created moments, and memories in that short time frame, little fragments of a school life i dreamed of. :D despite there being an overwhelming amount of white girls at burwood. around 85%, and if you knew me at all you'd know that i don't find them attractive, and i'd prefer not to talk to most of them, they're not conversational with me, like i can talk for a bit, but i wouldn't start a conversation with any white girl on purpose, unless it was for a specific reason. :L well here i am once againnn, -shakes around. its been tough, a week away from home, well sunday - friday. almost a week. (: 6 days, 5 nights. thats the longest i've been away from home but i didn't miss anything, didn't even ponder about whats at home, think thats a first for a trip. every other school trip i've had i've been wanting to go home, be able to stay away from the harshness of reality kicking in, but although this short experience is over, i'll still remember it for the rest of my life. :D
shall i start?
first day
wasn't too exciting, i was excited at first, thinking oh i wonder what sort of people will be at burwood girls, i get to be with my friends, yay (: woke up nice and early at 5:30 and got to school for the 7:00 bus, packed all nicely after the rush of the morning/night. haha, i was fretting about what i was missing, but i had all my stuff in the end! sat next to my best friend, yes i can call him that, may be narrow, but in overall terms my best friend (: a fat 8 hour trip up to the jindabyne camp, we stopped at maccas for breakfast and lunch hahh. i'm such a fatty i spent $25 and ate pancakes, 7 hash browns, 3 large dietcokes, and yes i like diet coke (: it tastes better to me, anyways, large crispy deluxe meal, 2 large diet cokes and a crispy snack wrap within the space of 2-3 hours LOL. D: not healthy cameron. well, i had the urge and i was prepared for the worst of the camp food with my $17.48 worth of lollies which i still have one packet of! hehh. anyways, after all that food i was pretty bummed out but than i got to the camp after watching drama to my laptop died. :D it makes me happy (: got there around 3 and i was like, OMG BASKETBALL RING :3 come to my arms, haha. played basketball until it was dark after grabbing ski hire things, i had fat snowboard boots size 12, wristguards, gloves, goggles and E 124 snowboard, haha still remember the number and than ski jacket/pants, the jacket was pretty ugly but yeah can't really help that, the pants/jacket/board/boots/wristguards were rented. the basketball ring made my first day, it was around 9"6? and nobody could dunk on it properly except for me hahahaha, you have no idea how good that makes me feel. one-two guys could dunk on it maybe 1/15 tries but look at me just dunking casually, alley oop two hand, reverses etc. hehh. well my 360 was about as close as their normal dunks which just made me overwhelmingly happy. (: sports always a good relaxation tool, makes me forget all the stress for a bit and just play. :3 after that we went to dinner? :L and than we had to go through some long boring lecture on ski safety. note: by the time we got off the bus and went into the room i thought we had the wrong school, 85% white seriously? looked around, and you know my eyes just wanders, asians there, there there, mm. anyways, after the ski safety we had supper and all. the dining room was pretty big, had about 6-7 tables in rows of three fitting about 10 people, everyone had different groups and dinner times but didn't really follow them, haha was just to try and keep everyone not all in the hall at once, ended up being seperated from quite a few people in the early/late group thing for ski but it was all in good fun. :x its amazing how you look back and you would think what would happen if i was in this group instead of that one etc. :\ yeah. well i didn't get any social at all the whole trip. maybe said a few heys, but thats as far as my speaking capabilities go, i'll go on with first day anyways. :D long way to go. had supper and than went back to the room and stayed up til just after 12? the lodge had 4 toilets, and all, i woke up at 7 most mornings and watched yugioh :L hahaha. GO ME. was talking to my friends cousin on the phone all of us on loud speaker, gosh we're noisy. i was watching drama before that and being pretty antisocial with my cabin people but they're at my school so no loss there, they were playing some strange card game called bang... no idea. don't ask me haha. :L
second day!
this was the first ski day, kick it into overdrive cameron bam. :D was pretty excited even though it was a trek getting all the gear up to the snow place but eventually got everything up there and it was blizzarding! haha. the wind wasn't too strong except there were fat pieces of ice just flying around in the wind and it hurt bad! got windburn every single day, but it disappeared after a few hours. :3 packed all my bag, and you know my eyes just kept on drifting. :x i won't deny it, one of the asian girls i don't know what it was about her just attractive in some way.. well that kept me going for most of the trip. don't need to socialise, anyways when you look at someone, well i can tell whether we're worlds apart. not going into any more depth on that, haha. its just one of those one time experience things, never going to see them again and all. (: not anything bad! anyways, we got to first snowboard lesson and we learnt how to strap in, straight glide, sort of how to turn with one foot out and thats about all we did... two hours long, the instructor was some bogan called rowan and he didn't have any idea about teaching, he was so slow and made us go one by one and we went down the hill to use the chairlifts and were late on that first day. managed to go down using the stop move somehow with two feet in, stacked quite a bit on that first day but the snow was good so it didn't hurt too bad. just leaves your body aching a bit at the end of the day. i skipped lunch on that day, and back down the ski tube to the lodges. it was already dark so missed out on basketball. (: no worries. i played a bit at night, but its just seriously too cold at the cabins. my cabin was isolated away from the main guys/girls ones so maybe thats one reason why i was less social than i could have been, but its just one of those what would have happened if things. at the end of that day i disliked the snow and didn't really like any part of it, was cold not fun at all snowboarding and i still feel that way, snowboarding isn't fun, i wouldn't do it as a leisure activity, if i had time and got paid for it i'd try and learn, but only time i'll ever try again is if my family wants to go. even if the weather was nice, which it was on the third day, all sunny and still had most of the second days snow than it would've been alright. went to sleep pretty early that night, watched a bit of drama i think. :s hehh. OH. almost forgot, this night was trivia night, meant to get bonus 10 marks for having a mix of boys and girls in your group, but me being antisocial character i am, just stayed in an all boys group after a slight attempt of joining my other friends group, back to my cabin friends group. (: we had fun either way, the trivia night had questions and some activites. there was a wall sit my friends pushed me up to do, and gosh, strength is not wall sit, its endurance you stupid woman. anyways, i had to do a wall sit challenge and i lasted about two minutes LOL. that was pushing it to my limits too, the guy next to me, a huge white guy put in his earphones and after 20 seconds my legs were shaking, maybe too much jumping but i know i'm weak! haha. well i slapped him and everyone laughed, aren't i the clown. :L hhah, than he pushed me and i used it as an excuse to get up. than off to the enddd, and my best friend managed to win. go him. (Y) tank boy. strength and endurance. than at the end of the trivia was a parade and oh my gosh, steven an, that guy. made me laugh so much LOL. he was like ab monster! and and and. he had mascara on and everything, was meant to be a miss jindabyne contest and yeah. :D hehhhehee.
third day
this was the best snowboarding day out of all, another trek up to the snow but least this time it was without the snowboards. the boots started hurting after the first day though, think they left marks on my legs, but its all good now. i'm skipping breakfast/lunch/dinner except i'll talk about it on this day, just for dinner. hehh. it was my friends birthdays, two davids. :D well i have to admit i was more into david hwangs birthday even though those guys aren't as with me as the other david's friends anymore but either way i can intermingle between both, just not comfortably with either :s sometimes you have to make choices, and i picked the easier of the two roads, may not be as fun but i let my emotions guide me. not instinct! well the snow was nice, i already learnt how to do falling leaves in the free ski after the lesson on the first snowing day (second day) due to my friends brilliant teaching skills? haha. well i could get down the hill without stacking after the first day, but its not the proper way, i sort of fail getting on toe side. and thats where i started to get injured. at the end of this second day i started trying to go backwards, but its just too painful when you fall backwards going toeside it doesn't only hurt your ass, it sort of bounces and hurts your head too, maybe its just me but it gave me the worst head pains. :\ especially one of my falls on the fourth day when i hit my head first sort of, lucky we had to wear helmets. woops, forgot about that on the previous part hire thingy. haha. oh well, uhh. well i went down all the way to the bottom but i still couldn't get off chairlifts properly, i managed to learn how to do it sort of properly on the fourth day. alright , back down the tube and out. it was painful on the second and fourth day for my hair, it frosts up in the snow, perhaps thats one reason why i didn't like it, if you didn't notice i sort of love my hair, it controls my mood, when its nice im happy, when its not nice im not as happy, well maybe thats why i wasn't but as the time passed i think i'm starting to get over it, forget about how i look when i'm not going to see these people ever again as long as i have a decent time and can create some memories. :3 i had to actually go into the toilet several times to dry my stuff off on the hand dryer haha. :s gosh. oh LOL. on this day i also went up the chairlift with a girl i thought was asian because she was sort of short, and you really can't tell people apart when they're all geared up. but she turned out to be a short white girl, didn't talk to her for the rest of the camp (: goodie. my friend was skiing in a bloody shirt on this day too! dam his too pro at snowboarding for me, get out of here. hehh. :L well yeah, when we got back to camp i saw people playing basketball so rush rush rush cameron, go take off your gear and get down there. actually i'm not sure if this was the third or fourth day actually think its the fourth but i'll write it here before i forget. was playing basketball with some guys and the other asian girls, they're not attractive to me, but they're asian so i thought i better intermingle and be more social. when my friends went off to dinner i thought i should socialise a bit more, so i took the effort to not leave, and just kept on passing them the ball while they were shooting. met a girl called ivy, min and kirsten? have no idea. (: they asked why i'm so tall, oh my. D: haha. well their friends came down and i swear one of them, sort of tall asian one sort of kept on looking at me several times, and on the fifth day she snowballed me quite a bit, maybe to talk to me. (: hehh. i feel special, but it was just fun. anyways, at the end of this day was... -thinks movie night? watched zoo lander, gosh that wasn't that fun, but finally learnt what blue steel was after my friend used it in an expression a few months ago. (: sif my look is blue steel, my look was the wtf look girl! hahaha. we got it right eventually. anyways, was in a tiny crampped square at the back of the room for that day and it was davids birthday. oh wait backtrack to dinner. davids sister ordered a giant yummy cake for him, and i came up three quarters through and he offered it to most people, and ended up giving last two pieces to the teachers. :L and he gave the big triangle slice to a white girl cus it was her birthday LOL. and he like did a sly pull at his jumper when the girl sort of shouted over thank you which only i saw. hahahahahaha. (: it was amusing watching people come over going happy birthday, him offering them cake and them going back and pretending they didnt want cake when they really did! especially one of the guys, he was like talking about carrots or some crap LOL. hahahaha, i had fun on that table, for some reason those guys are more outrageous fun but aren't as friendly/loyal. its hard to know who i want in my life.
fourth day
oh, for a second i thought this was the fifth day and i was writing about it but had to backspace LOL. anyways, this day was... ^ thinks really windy and included more antisocial cameron. my friends, not sure if his really my friend, i'd say friend anyways but his girlfriend just took me out with her snowboard at the bottom of the hill! hahaha. :3 didn't hurt at all but its amusing watching them apologise. they clung together like marshal and lily. anyways, this was the worst day i think. i fell over so many times trying to go toe side i think i almost cried, but i couldnt cus it was too cold and super windy just not windy enough that the chairlifts were cancelled and being the asian that i am can't stand wasting money so i attempted to snowboard the whole time which resulted in my screwed up right leg now, which hurts whenever i try to lift it up. its getting better each night though, and fat aching around my body and bad head pains. was in extreme pain for that afternoon/night. :\ but being the man i am, held it in for the most part. at least in front of girls. (: the ski tube rides were memorable, sort of, tried to get the seat most of the time but when i was with my other friends usually stood up, because there were asian girls near themm sort of... either way. heh. my other friend sort of friend, i'd call him friend different one from the one before got snowballed in the face by some singaporean guy who is their friend more than me... he only just came to our school, its pathetic how they treat me and put in some random singaporean, it pisses me off the most ): not that i have anything that bad against him, my other friend ^ above did for a bit, but after hitting him in the helmet ( LOL ) they sorted it out after some tough love and bitching. came back on this night, and cameron was thinking better start being more social or somehow get into it, -puts on my sexy earring LOL. :3 didn't get anyones attention except for some white girls/guys and my best friend. well, they were the only ones which commented about it. my best friend was like ooh, how much was it? where'd you get it? genuinely, thats the best part about it. :D and i love him like that, in the most non homo way possible LOL. :x don't know how else to express it. anyways, the white girls noticed i think, and a white guy, i'd say i'm on friendly terms with him was like cameron, nice earring in his voice which sounds sarcastic but isnt and i sort of gave them a pissed off, barring look, didn't even really look at them, thankss... -walks off to put my name down for jindabyne markets thing. hahaha. :x white people seriously... :\ sarcastic rude mean slutty people in this world. i had something with apples on the camp, make me feel cooler eating an apple. :3 hahha. anyways, that night was jindabyne markets which is where there are random shops and you get fake money to buy it and the person with most money was supposed to win but nooo... anyways. :x me and my cabin friends and some of my other other friends were in the pancake shop, stanley is my friend (: trevor is my friend (: kenny (signaporean guy) is sorta? the cabin guys are all my friends (: just to name them. :\ getting confusing saying this guy and that. i'll confuse myself when i read back on this some time far far away. :L anyways, stanley being the pro he is managed to make us some money playing roulette wheeee won if you got multiples of 5 and it tripled your money. haha, his so lucky! and i was carrying everyones money so i had around 2k when each person had $175 and eight in our group. but look at this stupid game, everyones a winner, freaking white concept. theres only winners and losers in life. your either one or the other in everything. you win something, you lose something in every sport, every thing, everything is a game. well as you might tell i had the most money which is why i was pissed. (: that night was nothing again, oh wait. :\ ^ thinks. i actually went up to the main lodges and attempted to socialise for a bit, didn't go too far though. was talking with my other friends when some white girl walked in so i just left them. and than went over to one of my cabin friends and started talking with him and this half jap girl shes a really nice person! really really really! haha. anyways, that was that night.
fifth day
this is where everything boils down to. the final day with people, and i had to make the most of it, cameron get your blood moving, boom chika wow wow. LOL. but seriously, i tried to make the best of it, and it turned out to be the best but one of the strangest days ive had. the morning was pretty normal but went up to the snow and it was so windy all of the chairlifts were cancelled. yayyyyyyy :3 what a pity cameron, you can't go snowboarding for the day. haha. we had to go out for 'lessons' anyway but ended up having a massive snowball fight with two other groups. my ski group was pretty crappy, but i had stanley in it so i survived. :D only two hours a day. oh had another friend in it too but yeah. we had a snowball fight, grr. but my leg was in pain from the fourth day, so i couldn't move around too much and when one of the whitewashed asian guys tackled me in the fight i was about to smack him but i resisted. got hit in the ear a few times which hurt :\ and i wanted to go in after a bit, i made a few giant balls to throw but got too tired. think i can call that other other friend a friend now after this but im not sure. (: we were playing dodge the snowball sort of. hehh. :3 his a nice guy but he gets angry sometimes, koreans these days. :D hehhh. :L after the snowball fight i had to go dry myself all off, oh and snowboards were in a rack on the veranda got windy thereee, well dried myself up and went up to the cafeteria and played big 2 a bit with the half jap girl, and my cabin friend and some other guy. we played a japanese rule, not sure if it really is i swear she made up some LOL. well it was loser has to give the winner their highest card and the winner gives any card back. anyways, i dominated before lunch and than after lunch we came back and played pig? i have no idea what its called. your meant to get four of a kind and passing the cards in a circle.. than when someone gets four of a kind touch your nose, last to touch your nose loses. well hard to explain but yeah, the loser had to do a dare! :D i had the funnest time doing that, i won't go through all the dares but i'll go through all the notable ones. the one which got us in trouble and made us stop for the last hour was two girls weren't too sure who lost so they did a double one and they had to hook arms with somebody and walk with them, but they chose the wrong guy! LOL. they chose the cleaner and he was some angry white guy, he just shrugged them off the second they touched him and kept on moving with this massive dirty angry look on his face HAHA. scared the crap out of everyone. i was secretely laughing. (: this game made my week. anyways, other ones were faceplanting against the window from outside and seeing the expression of the guy eating next to the window, copying a girl doing aerobics where she did the biggest what the hell look and she was staring at us for ages. haha. :3 i put down the chairs of the cleaning lady while she was putting the up. LOL. i just put them back up after after everyone was like STOP STOP STOP. hahahahaha. anyways, my other dare was to do hip thrusts in front of somebody and say are you doing it right? but i didn't hear them say i was meant to do that so i went up infront of a little kid and went -thrust oh yeah -thrust -slide sideways -thrust LOL. HAHAHAHA. i'm such a pedophile. anyways, those were my two. other dares were like front rolling around tables, singing on top of tables, in the middle of the area, asking how much the sugar was, commando jumping across tables, jumping around like a bunny rabbit, shouting out strange things like -counting cow teets on the wall and than going OMG THERES 20 TEETS hehehehehe. anyways my other other friend had to shout out MUM MUM, ? MUMM!!! and than go to the bin and look inside it and say are you in here mum? omgosh, that was hilariousss. everyone was watching him. :3 best one out of all of them i think. :\ he enacts well, another one was pouring water on an indians head (he was from our school its ok ,a girl did it hehe. ), slapped another indian, and she missed and backslapped him wrong and like punched his face LOL. than she hugged him sorry as the next dare. uh. a friend had one where he went up to a guy who was leaning on his arm and staring at us, and he pulled out the chair in front of the guy and sat leaning on his arm too right at his face LOL. it was hilarious, the guy was going to hit him for a second i thought, haha. :L anyways thats the main lot of them. too tired to think of anymore. we got out of that place after a trek and got back to the places. everyone got ready and than had dinner blah blah blah and went to a dance party. woohoo? LOL. DANCE PARTY YAY. nah, i went in at 7:30 and it was empty and was like whooo this is my floor, get out of here - dances and the instructor was just staring at me hahaha. than i went outside and everyone came down after five minutes after i sort of led them down ._. sort of! anyways, the party began, they really did have some shit songs, played a few twice and they cut off the pokemon song half way through to put on some other song... -dislike. anyways, the highlight of that was i got to hold an asian girls hand, yay. (: lowside was i had to hold a white girls hand as we made a massive spiral circle chain thingy haha, the funniest bit was i thought i was sweating because my hand was getting slippery but it was definently the white girl. the white girls hand was at least 10x sweatier than the asian girls hand, it was practically dry, but the white girls hand was so wet i could barely hold onto her hand it was hilarious, must've been embarassing for her. (: serves you right. anyways, that dance party was pretty baddd... honestly, they had some guys try to breakdance as i thought would happen, my god, they're so bad, they're doing freezes for beginners which they can't even do well, so embarassing! and than the white guys came up and tried to do their twirling light shit but failed a bit. its really not that interesting after 30 seconds, and i let kirsten and min go infront of me because im just too tall for them to see over LOL. doubt they knew it was me though. maybe her names spelt minh ._. who cares,oh haha almost forgot that some white bimbo tried to drag me in the circle and i was just like --------- and than my friend saw and he just laughed hahahahaha, anyways, that was the night pretty much done. after that they showed us pictures of the camp and my best friend was getting massaged LOL. that was the highlight of that, hehehehe :3 picture perfect, and i had a fat cheesey smile on one. (: thats my fake smile, looks like the one i had at formal. :x really need to work on my fake smile, it gets out of hand. my heads still pounding a bit. D: anyways, supper and oh my gosh. my prank fell into action. it started with my friend saying we should go chuck milk bottles at the guy called david cao. (cow) yeah... we're lame but its been there since year 7. its actually pronounced chow, anyways, we collected 59 milk bottles and filled them up with water and put them in his sleeping bag. also got a couple of balloons and shoved them inside the sleeping bag and pillow too. than me being the ninja i am, oh did i mention i pretty much had a cold throughout the whole camp, i didn't say so, my nose was blocked but now im back in sydney i guess its getting better, the cold doesn't suit me but i prefer it than the hot still. anyways, i was hiding behind the bunk under a parker in the corner, hehe. :L videoed him and his reaaction. priceless .OH have to say my other scaring prank i made. there was a drying room right at one of the entrances to the cabin and its small and really dark, so i hid in there and when people came in the door i just popped out and screamed i scared people and oh my god. that was one of the highlights of the camp. one of the guys i scared he was rolling around on the floor for five minutes LOL. (Y) and another one saw me texting on my phone and he was like why the hells there a phone - opens door. AHHHioerhauiofgehaguioeha LOL. hahahahaha. :) anyways, that night i finished watching drama and falling asleep and thats my camp. :s didn't i say it was over too soon?
sixth and final day
back on the bus with my best friend, watched drama most of the time and it was way shorter but more uncomfortable than the way here. well it felt like that anyways. :3
i'll never forget this time, well i'll try my best to, its one of those memorable things i've always dreamed of having, school moments that i thought were only true and made me want them so badly in dramas/animes. but for a brief moment, even if for that fragment of my life i experienced them. (:
and it leaves me here happy.
shall i start?
first day
wasn't too exciting, i was excited at first, thinking oh i wonder what sort of people will be at burwood girls, i get to be with my friends, yay (: woke up nice and early at 5:30 and got to school for the 7:00 bus, packed all nicely after the rush of the morning/night. haha, i was fretting about what i was missing, but i had all my stuff in the end! sat next to my best friend, yes i can call him that, may be narrow, but in overall terms my best friend (: a fat 8 hour trip up to the jindabyne camp, we stopped at maccas for breakfast and lunch hahh. i'm such a fatty i spent $25 and ate pancakes, 7 hash browns, 3 large dietcokes, and yes i like diet coke (: it tastes better to me, anyways, large crispy deluxe meal, 2 large diet cokes and a crispy snack wrap within the space of 2-3 hours LOL. D: not healthy cameron. well, i had the urge and i was prepared for the worst of the camp food with my $17.48 worth of lollies which i still have one packet of! hehh. anyways, after all that food i was pretty bummed out but than i got to the camp after watching drama to my laptop died. :D it makes me happy (: got there around 3 and i was like, OMG BASKETBALL RING :3 come to my arms, haha. played basketball until it was dark after grabbing ski hire things, i had fat snowboard boots size 12, wristguards, gloves, goggles and E 124 snowboard, haha still remember the number and than ski jacket/pants, the jacket was pretty ugly but yeah can't really help that, the pants/jacket/board/boots/wristguards were rented. the basketball ring made my first day, it was around 9"6? and nobody could dunk on it properly except for me hahahaha, you have no idea how good that makes me feel. one-two guys could dunk on it maybe 1/15 tries but look at me just dunking casually, alley oop two hand, reverses etc. hehh. well my 360 was about as close as their normal dunks which just made me overwhelmingly happy. (: sports always a good relaxation tool, makes me forget all the stress for a bit and just play. :3 after that we went to dinner? :L and than we had to go through some long boring lecture on ski safety. note: by the time we got off the bus and went into the room i thought we had the wrong school, 85% white seriously? looked around, and you know my eyes just wanders, asians there, there there, mm. anyways, after the ski safety we had supper and all. the dining room was pretty big, had about 6-7 tables in rows of three fitting about 10 people, everyone had different groups and dinner times but didn't really follow them, haha was just to try and keep everyone not all in the hall at once, ended up being seperated from quite a few people in the early/late group thing for ski but it was all in good fun. :x its amazing how you look back and you would think what would happen if i was in this group instead of that one etc. :\ yeah. well i didn't get any social at all the whole trip. maybe said a few heys, but thats as far as my speaking capabilities go, i'll go on with first day anyways. :D long way to go. had supper and than went back to the room and stayed up til just after 12? the lodge had 4 toilets, and all, i woke up at 7 most mornings and watched yugioh :L hahaha. GO ME. was talking to my friends cousin on the phone all of us on loud speaker, gosh we're noisy. i was watching drama before that and being pretty antisocial with my cabin people but they're at my school so no loss there, they were playing some strange card game called bang... no idea. don't ask me haha. :L
second day!
this was the first ski day, kick it into overdrive cameron bam. :D was pretty excited even though it was a trek getting all the gear up to the snow place but eventually got everything up there and it was blizzarding! haha. the wind wasn't too strong except there were fat pieces of ice just flying around in the wind and it hurt bad! got windburn every single day, but it disappeared after a few hours. :3 packed all my bag, and you know my eyes just kept on drifting. :x i won't deny it, one of the asian girls i don't know what it was about her just attractive in some way.. well that kept me going for most of the trip. don't need to socialise, anyways when you look at someone, well i can tell whether we're worlds apart. not going into any more depth on that, haha. its just one of those one time experience things, never going to see them again and all. (: not anything bad! anyways, we got to first snowboard lesson and we learnt how to strap in, straight glide, sort of how to turn with one foot out and thats about all we did... two hours long, the instructor was some bogan called rowan and he didn't have any idea about teaching, he was so slow and made us go one by one and we went down the hill to use the chairlifts and were late on that first day. managed to go down using the stop move somehow with two feet in, stacked quite a bit on that first day but the snow was good so it didn't hurt too bad. just leaves your body aching a bit at the end of the day. i skipped lunch on that day, and back down the ski tube to the lodges. it was already dark so missed out on basketball. (: no worries. i played a bit at night, but its just seriously too cold at the cabins. my cabin was isolated away from the main guys/girls ones so maybe thats one reason why i was less social than i could have been, but its just one of those what would have happened if things. at the end of that day i disliked the snow and didn't really like any part of it, was cold not fun at all snowboarding and i still feel that way, snowboarding isn't fun, i wouldn't do it as a leisure activity, if i had time and got paid for it i'd try and learn, but only time i'll ever try again is if my family wants to go. even if the weather was nice, which it was on the third day, all sunny and still had most of the second days snow than it would've been alright. went to sleep pretty early that night, watched a bit of drama i think. :s hehh. OH. almost forgot, this night was trivia night, meant to get bonus 10 marks for having a mix of boys and girls in your group, but me being antisocial character i am, just stayed in an all boys group after a slight attempt of joining my other friends group, back to my cabin friends group. (: we had fun either way, the trivia night had questions and some activites. there was a wall sit my friends pushed me up to do, and gosh, strength is not wall sit, its endurance you stupid woman. anyways, i had to do a wall sit challenge and i lasted about two minutes LOL. that was pushing it to my limits too, the guy next to me, a huge white guy put in his earphones and after 20 seconds my legs were shaking, maybe too much jumping but i know i'm weak! haha. well i slapped him and everyone laughed, aren't i the clown. :L hhah, than he pushed me and i used it as an excuse to get up. than off to the enddd, and my best friend managed to win. go him. (Y) tank boy. strength and endurance. than at the end of the trivia was a parade and oh my gosh, steven an, that guy. made me laugh so much LOL. he was like ab monster! and and and. he had mascara on and everything, was meant to be a miss jindabyne contest and yeah. :D hehhhehee.
third day
this was the best snowboarding day out of all, another trek up to the snow but least this time it was without the snowboards. the boots started hurting after the first day though, think they left marks on my legs, but its all good now. i'm skipping breakfast/lunch/dinner except i'll talk about it on this day, just for dinner. hehh. it was my friends birthdays, two davids. :D well i have to admit i was more into david hwangs birthday even though those guys aren't as with me as the other david's friends anymore but either way i can intermingle between both, just not comfortably with either :s sometimes you have to make choices, and i picked the easier of the two roads, may not be as fun but i let my emotions guide me. not instinct! well the snow was nice, i already learnt how to do falling leaves in the free ski after the lesson on the first snowing day (second day) due to my friends brilliant teaching skills? haha. well i could get down the hill without stacking after the first day, but its not the proper way, i sort of fail getting on toe side. and thats where i started to get injured. at the end of this second day i started trying to go backwards, but its just too painful when you fall backwards going toeside it doesn't only hurt your ass, it sort of bounces and hurts your head too, maybe its just me but it gave me the worst head pains. :\ especially one of my falls on the fourth day when i hit my head first sort of, lucky we had to wear helmets. woops, forgot about that on the previous part hire thingy. haha. oh well, uhh. well i went down all the way to the bottom but i still couldn't get off chairlifts properly, i managed to learn how to do it sort of properly on the fourth day. alright , back down the tube and out. it was painful on the second and fourth day for my hair, it frosts up in the snow, perhaps thats one reason why i didn't like it, if you didn't notice i sort of love my hair, it controls my mood, when its nice im happy, when its not nice im not as happy, well maybe thats why i wasn't but as the time passed i think i'm starting to get over it, forget about how i look when i'm not going to see these people ever again as long as i have a decent time and can create some memories. :3 i had to actually go into the toilet several times to dry my stuff off on the hand dryer haha. :s gosh. oh LOL. on this day i also went up the chairlift with a girl i thought was asian because she was sort of short, and you really can't tell people apart when they're all geared up. but she turned out to be a short white girl, didn't talk to her for the rest of the camp (: goodie. my friend was skiing in a bloody shirt on this day too! dam his too pro at snowboarding for me, get out of here. hehh. :L well yeah, when we got back to camp i saw people playing basketball so rush rush rush cameron, go take off your gear and get down there. actually i'm not sure if this was the third or fourth day actually think its the fourth but i'll write it here before i forget. was playing basketball with some guys and the other asian girls, they're not attractive to me, but they're asian so i thought i better intermingle and be more social. when my friends went off to dinner i thought i should socialise a bit more, so i took the effort to not leave, and just kept on passing them the ball while they were shooting. met a girl called ivy, min and kirsten? have no idea. (: they asked why i'm so tall, oh my. D: haha. well their friends came down and i swear one of them, sort of tall asian one sort of kept on looking at me several times, and on the fifth day she snowballed me quite a bit, maybe to talk to me. (: hehh. i feel special, but it was just fun. anyways, at the end of this day was... -thinks movie night? watched zoo lander, gosh that wasn't that fun, but finally learnt what blue steel was after my friend used it in an expression a few months ago. (: sif my look is blue steel, my look was the wtf look girl! hahaha. we got it right eventually. anyways, was in a tiny crampped square at the back of the room for that day and it was davids birthday. oh wait backtrack to dinner. davids sister ordered a giant yummy cake for him, and i came up three quarters through and he offered it to most people, and ended up giving last two pieces to the teachers. :L and he gave the big triangle slice to a white girl cus it was her birthday LOL. and he like did a sly pull at his jumper when the girl sort of shouted over thank you which only i saw. hahahahahaha. (: it was amusing watching people come over going happy birthday, him offering them cake and them going back and pretending they didnt want cake when they really did! especially one of the guys, he was like talking about carrots or some crap LOL. hahahaha, i had fun on that table, for some reason those guys are more outrageous fun but aren't as friendly/loyal. its hard to know who i want in my life.
fourth day
oh, for a second i thought this was the fifth day and i was writing about it but had to backspace LOL. anyways, this day was... ^ thinks really windy and included more antisocial cameron. my friends, not sure if his really my friend, i'd say friend anyways but his girlfriend just took me out with her snowboard at the bottom of the hill! hahaha. :3 didn't hurt at all but its amusing watching them apologise. they clung together like marshal and lily. anyways, this was the worst day i think. i fell over so many times trying to go toe side i think i almost cried, but i couldnt cus it was too cold and super windy just not windy enough that the chairlifts were cancelled and being the asian that i am can't stand wasting money so i attempted to snowboard the whole time which resulted in my screwed up right leg now, which hurts whenever i try to lift it up. its getting better each night though, and fat aching around my body and bad head pains. was in extreme pain for that afternoon/night. :\ but being the man i am, held it in for the most part. at least in front of girls. (: the ski tube rides were memorable, sort of, tried to get the seat most of the time but when i was with my other friends usually stood up, because there were asian girls near themm sort of... either way. heh. my other friend sort of friend, i'd call him friend different one from the one before got snowballed in the face by some singaporean guy who is their friend more than me... he only just came to our school, its pathetic how they treat me and put in some random singaporean, it pisses me off the most ): not that i have anything that bad against him, my other friend ^ above did for a bit, but after hitting him in the helmet ( LOL ) they sorted it out after some tough love and bitching. came back on this night, and cameron was thinking better start being more social or somehow get into it, -puts on my sexy earring LOL. :3 didn't get anyones attention except for some white girls/guys and my best friend. well, they were the only ones which commented about it. my best friend was like ooh, how much was it? where'd you get it? genuinely, thats the best part about it. :D and i love him like that, in the most non homo way possible LOL. :x don't know how else to express it. anyways, the white girls noticed i think, and a white guy, i'd say i'm on friendly terms with him was like cameron, nice earring in his voice which sounds sarcastic but isnt and i sort of gave them a pissed off, barring look, didn't even really look at them, thankss... -walks off to put my name down for jindabyne markets thing. hahaha. :x white people seriously... :\ sarcastic rude mean slutty people in this world. i had something with apples on the camp, make me feel cooler eating an apple. :3 hahha. anyways, that night was jindabyne markets which is where there are random shops and you get fake money to buy it and the person with most money was supposed to win but nooo... anyways. :x me and my cabin friends and some of my other other friends were in the pancake shop, stanley is my friend (: trevor is my friend (: kenny (signaporean guy) is sorta? the cabin guys are all my friends (: just to name them. :\ getting confusing saying this guy and that. i'll confuse myself when i read back on this some time far far away. :L anyways, stanley being the pro he is managed to make us some money playing roulette wheeee won if you got multiples of 5 and it tripled your money. haha, his so lucky! and i was carrying everyones money so i had around 2k when each person had $175 and eight in our group. but look at this stupid game, everyones a winner, freaking white concept. theres only winners and losers in life. your either one or the other in everything. you win something, you lose something in every sport, every thing, everything is a game. well as you might tell i had the most money which is why i was pissed. (: that night was nothing again, oh wait. :\ ^ thinks. i actually went up to the main lodges and attempted to socialise for a bit, didn't go too far though. was talking with my other friends when some white girl walked in so i just left them. and than went over to one of my cabin friends and started talking with him and this half jap girl shes a really nice person! really really really! haha. anyways, that was that night.
fifth day
this is where everything boils down to. the final day with people, and i had to make the most of it, cameron get your blood moving, boom chika wow wow. LOL. but seriously, i tried to make the best of it, and it turned out to be the best but one of the strangest days ive had. the morning was pretty normal but went up to the snow and it was so windy all of the chairlifts were cancelled. yayyyyyyy :3 what a pity cameron, you can't go snowboarding for the day. haha. we had to go out for 'lessons' anyway but ended up having a massive snowball fight with two other groups. my ski group was pretty crappy, but i had stanley in it so i survived. :D only two hours a day. oh had another friend in it too but yeah. we had a snowball fight, grr. but my leg was in pain from the fourth day, so i couldn't move around too much and when one of the whitewashed asian guys tackled me in the fight i was about to smack him but i resisted. got hit in the ear a few times which hurt :\ and i wanted to go in after a bit, i made a few giant balls to throw but got too tired. think i can call that other other friend a friend now after this but im not sure. (: we were playing dodge the snowball sort of. hehh. :3 his a nice guy but he gets angry sometimes, koreans these days. :D hehhh. :L after the snowball fight i had to go dry myself all off, oh and snowboards were in a rack on the veranda got windy thereee, well dried myself up and went up to the cafeteria and played big 2 a bit with the half jap girl, and my cabin friend and some other guy. we played a japanese rule, not sure if it really is i swear she made up some LOL. well it was loser has to give the winner their highest card and the winner gives any card back. anyways, i dominated before lunch and than after lunch we came back and played pig? i have no idea what its called. your meant to get four of a kind and passing the cards in a circle.. than when someone gets four of a kind touch your nose, last to touch your nose loses. well hard to explain but yeah, the loser had to do a dare! :D i had the funnest time doing that, i won't go through all the dares but i'll go through all the notable ones. the one which got us in trouble and made us stop for the last hour was two girls weren't too sure who lost so they did a double one and they had to hook arms with somebody and walk with them, but they chose the wrong guy! LOL. they chose the cleaner and he was some angry white guy, he just shrugged them off the second they touched him and kept on moving with this massive dirty angry look on his face HAHA. scared the crap out of everyone. i was secretely laughing. (: this game made my week. anyways, other ones were faceplanting against the window from outside and seeing the expression of the guy eating next to the window, copying a girl doing aerobics where she did the biggest what the hell look and she was staring at us for ages. haha. :3 i put down the chairs of the cleaning lady while she was putting the up. LOL. i just put them back up after after everyone was like STOP STOP STOP. hahahahaha. anyways, my other dare was to do hip thrusts in front of somebody and say are you doing it right? but i didn't hear them say i was meant to do that so i went up infront of a little kid and went -thrust oh yeah -thrust -slide sideways -thrust LOL. HAHAHAHA. i'm such a pedophile. anyways, those were my two. other dares were like front rolling around tables, singing on top of tables, in the middle of the area, asking how much the sugar was, commando jumping across tables, jumping around like a bunny rabbit, shouting out strange things like -counting cow teets on the wall and than going OMG THERES 20 TEETS hehehehehe. anyways my other other friend had to shout out MUM MUM, ? MUMM!!! and than go to the bin and look inside it and say are you in here mum? omgosh, that was hilariousss. everyone was watching him. :3 best one out of all of them i think. :\ he enacts well, another one was pouring water on an indians head (he was from our school its ok ,a girl did it hehe. ), slapped another indian, and she missed and backslapped him wrong and like punched his face LOL. than she hugged him sorry as the next dare. uh. a friend had one where he went up to a guy who was leaning on his arm and staring at us, and he pulled out the chair in front of the guy and sat leaning on his arm too right at his face LOL. it was hilarious, the guy was going to hit him for a second i thought, haha. :L anyways thats the main lot of them. too tired to think of anymore. we got out of that place after a trek and got back to the places. everyone got ready and than had dinner blah blah blah and went to a dance party. woohoo? LOL. DANCE PARTY YAY. nah, i went in at 7:30 and it was empty and was like whooo this is my floor, get out of here - dances and the instructor was just staring at me hahaha. than i went outside and everyone came down after five minutes after i sort of led them down ._. sort of! anyways, the party began, they really did have some shit songs, played a few twice and they cut off the pokemon song half way through to put on some other song... -dislike. anyways, the highlight of that was i got to hold an asian girls hand, yay. (: lowside was i had to hold a white girls hand as we made a massive spiral circle chain thingy haha, the funniest bit was i thought i was sweating because my hand was getting slippery but it was definently the white girl. the white girls hand was at least 10x sweatier than the asian girls hand, it was practically dry, but the white girls hand was so wet i could barely hold onto her hand it was hilarious, must've been embarassing for her. (: serves you right. anyways, that dance party was pretty baddd... honestly, they had some guys try to breakdance as i thought would happen, my god, they're so bad, they're doing freezes for beginners which they can't even do well, so embarassing! and than the white guys came up and tried to do their twirling light shit but failed a bit. its really not that interesting after 30 seconds, and i let kirsten and min go infront of me because im just too tall for them to see over LOL. doubt they knew it was me though. maybe her names spelt minh ._. who cares,oh haha almost forgot that some white bimbo tried to drag me in the circle and i was just like --------- and than my friend saw and he just laughed hahahahaha, anyways, that was the night pretty much done. after that they showed us pictures of the camp and my best friend was getting massaged LOL. that was the highlight of that, hehehehe :3 picture perfect, and i had a fat cheesey smile on one. (: thats my fake smile, looks like the one i had at formal. :x really need to work on my fake smile, it gets out of hand. my heads still pounding a bit. D: anyways, supper and oh my gosh. my prank fell into action. it started with my friend saying we should go chuck milk bottles at the guy called david cao. (cow) yeah... we're lame but its been there since year 7. its actually pronounced chow, anyways, we collected 59 milk bottles and filled them up with water and put them in his sleeping bag. also got a couple of balloons and shoved them inside the sleeping bag and pillow too. than me being the ninja i am, oh did i mention i pretty much had a cold throughout the whole camp, i didn't say so, my nose was blocked but now im back in sydney i guess its getting better, the cold doesn't suit me but i prefer it than the hot still. anyways, i was hiding behind the bunk under a parker in the corner, hehe. :L videoed him and his reaaction. priceless .OH have to say my other scaring prank i made. there was a drying room right at one of the entrances to the cabin and its small and really dark, so i hid in there and when people came in the door i just popped out and screamed i scared people and oh my god. that was one of the highlights of the camp. one of the guys i scared he was rolling around on the floor for five minutes LOL. (Y) and another one saw me texting on my phone and he was like why the hells there a phone - opens door. AHHHioerhauiofgehaguioeha LOL. hahahahaha. :) anyways, that night i finished watching drama and falling asleep and thats my camp. :s didn't i say it was over too soon?
sixth and final day
back on the bus with my best friend, watched drama most of the time and it was way shorter but more uncomfortable than the way here. well it felt like that anyways. :3
i'll never forget this time, well i'll try my best to, its one of those memorable things i've always dreamed of having, school moments that i thought were only true and made me want them so badly in dramas/animes. but for a brief moment, even if for that fragment of my life i experienced them. (:
and it leaves me here happy.
