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post ninety nine, already hitting one hundred huh cameron. better make the next post a happy post. (: the best post ~ i have a four day weekend now, cus of some school thing but really not that excited. :\ wanted to go do things with friends, guess im going out on friday to kae and pc. but still not satisfied, i want .. aish. don't know how to explain it. tomorrow i have basketball semi finals, some friends are coming to watch (: but we're going to lose, letting them down in a way, even though i know i was going to lose, don't want them to watch me but i do. :s good to know your wanted. cameron's been doing a lot of thinking lately, little things have popped up making me wonder about things, what could have been - say it many times. today the people hosting jap exchange students got their pictures, most of them aren't very nice looking, none are pretty, but its photos we'll see when they get here not that i care anymore, maybe i did for the first 20 seconds or so, they'll be here for a week, don't even see i exist and move on - and everything moves on. i also got my friends harddrive today, got a few anime but they aren't copying over, giving him a few guess it shall be fun.. yeah :\ wishing i knew how to speak a foreign language, first if i could would be korean, than japanese, than cantonese, than mandarin. (: don't need anything apart from that. but looks like i won't even be able to learn japanese hehh. i want too much, want to be known, want to redecorate my room, want to be pretty, be better, stronger :s work harder cameron. and smile (:
