redemption.

oh, i realised the reason i dont enjoy talking to people on msn as much as i did before D: gosh i read back on that and it looks sad. i should talk to more people in reality but yeah :\ like today i had a free second period, i studied my jap, and than i just lay down looking at the sky for 40 min trying to think of a story for english. (: gosh im sad. D: i never noticed the trees at my school, theres not many, i kept on imagining what it would be like if there were no buildings and it was a giant fun forest village. :L ahha.
oh and the reason : no body talks to me first on msn anymore, its always me starting the conversation if i have to talk to anyone. i use to be excited everytime someone says hi to me, but now.. its like :\ i use to get excited over people typing my name, saying wait etc. heh, was suspenseful, sort of was happy yes? (: well i just remembered the reason. thats all.