redemption.

is there something on my face ^o) ive been told to get a haircut about too many times in the last few days, not that i dont want a haircut. ill get one this weekend D: cut my beautiful hair, but it is too fat. i have to say, i dont like fat hair :\
oh and than i was asked am i okay? you look sad, by the teacher... when she was making me feel like a dipshit for not argueing about my bs marks sooner. i just give up now D: im falling behind in everything whether i like it or not. i try hard, i really do. i know i can try harder, but would it make much diff? if i spent every second i have free studying, i wouldnt get 100%. mm.. ):
oh and if i pass 7th grade piano im allowed to quit yay.. wish me luck for sept. not that i even practice piano anyway but tuesdays are my worst day of the week because of piano lessons.

what lovely hair anime characters have. its perfect, stays the same all the time, barely changes. p e r f e c t. oh reminded me of the manga book i found in the library with some rat fucking a girl in it. literally. whys that even in our library?

anyways, hopefully im off to watch our school musical on saturday if my friends ever get around to buying the tickets, its already wednesday... doubt we'll get good seats anyways. i dont care, i just want a day out (:

oh that reminds me of my strange dream last night... i was like in a park walking up a hill to a school and there were all these nsg's on the lawn having a picnic and stuff... etc. etc. than it suddenly turned night and i was watching a musical or something with felix and than... it ended so i was leaving along a path to a school gate with a wall on the left side with plants etc and it was completely dark but tiny bit of moonlight and than i thought i saw something go past me so i put my mobile phone up for light and i saw like a flicker and than i was like oh crap... forgot to put my shoes back on so i went back to the hall to get my shoes and everyone was dead, there was blood spluttered everywhere, half the people hanged up on the stage, around hanging by light wires, bullet holes through some still lying in their seats and than i woke up cus my dad came in and was like get up cameron. (: and than i got up and it was all dark still! because it was raining all night + all day today :L but i was like ahhh? still in my dream for about half a second but than like.. hell no. D: wish i was. much more exciting.
i told you it was strange! anyways, im off to practice piano for half an hour before my lesson. have fun (: