redemption.

ahh. D; i wonder what it would be like to be a girl and go to lots of sleepovers because girls are allowed to sleep close to one another but when guys do that its gay... not that i'd want to with a guy. :L but still!
its strange :\ i just feel like im missing out, all those times i could've had going out, doing things, sleeping over D: having fun... i just think im too old now, everybodys always 'busy' me included.
yeah... ok im done for today :L