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today. i don't know but i wasnt happy. sure i had fun, i watched alvin and the chipmunks 2, played basketball and hanged out with my friends, finally saw my best friend for the first time this holidays but im not happy. im even fucking crying while writing this post. somethings wrong with me.
i dont know why i practiced basketball so hard, i cant tell a difference, i feel like im getting worse. i think i broke, i tried. i just broke. i fucking just cried it out into my pillow, and if you say thats fucking gay, i dont give a shit. than i had long long shower singing quietly to myself and i thought i was better, i think i am now. alright, i dont want to talk about that.
ok ok , i think my heads on straight now. (: whats a depressing blog post D: i said i wouldnt write anymore, have to brighten it up. okk, i was watching one piece too when i got home while i was just sitting there waiting for my body to recover and thinking stuff over, i reckon i missed half of the stuff, but that sort of made me happy. yup. yup.. : ) smile cameron like imadori-kun. (:
