redemption.

can anyone tell me they have truly given there all into one thing until the very end. put in the most effort that you could and never thought negative about that thing. thats how i want to think but its not happening, even with a decent amount of effort i can't get anywhere. you know whats sad, when i went away on exam study for 2 weeks, i dont even think anyone realised i didnt log on msn. the only break i had in those 2 weeks were playing basketball, its a real stress reliever. with no games on this holidays stress which i shouldnt even have is building up ahhhhhhhhhh, nbas on in 45 min maybe that will brighten up my day its those little things that make a day into a good one. smile (:

after whats been going on in these few short weeks of the holidays, i've really thought to myself about everything, and i don't know how to cope with it anymore, i've mainly been trying to get over anything which is negative. but maybe im just oblivious to everyone around me, who actually cares about ... im lost for words again. nothing left to say. :\