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i find people who comfort people through lies the worst. people who place excuses for their wrong actions. you're not only lying to yourself but you're lying to everyone. and thats not helping, thats...
theres actually surges of shitness sometimes, where you just feel so crap about everything. nothing is going right, you feel like your days are wasted and here you are standing there being hopeless,...
guilt trapping people is the worst you can go. especially if its done intentionally. theres enough worries, enough insecurities i have with myself without people constantly pushing me to do things....
friendship requires trust. friendship requires effort. and most of all, you actually need to care.
theres been a wave of relationships around me lately. i dont know when they stopped caring but they...
when i look at myself in the mirror each day i get more and more disgusted. it began small, but it grew. when i was a kid i didn't give it a second thought, but when apperance starts to matter, its...
i just can't. i freeze up. there is nothing in this world that i can compare to you. you're floating, out of reach.
there are people like this in my world, i feel no matter how hard i try, i can't...
why does everything always have to be so messy. everyone is just going and going and going. why is there ever a rush. im meant to be in the happiest and longest break of my life and all i see is trust...
didn't know something so pretty could make you feel so sad. brings back other worries and fades othe...
time and time again all people do is prove my point. i don't need to hear things i know are wrong. i don't owe them anything. i owe no person in this world anything except my parents for giving birth...
its either everything you're saying is shit or all im hearing is shit. all i hear nowdays is self egotistical bullshit. sometimes i try to think optimistically and pretend that everyone feels the same...
when you trudge through life, any little thing can make you smile. equally though it can break you. its easier to be hurt then be happy. theres so many little things you wish for in life but honestly...
i can't get over what an amazing guitar player he is. just watching it alone makes me want to play guitar. i wish i had a right handed guitar right now. or a dog. need something entertaining and free...
i want a dog so bad right now. needs to fill in the human affection i don't receive. my mum tried to give me a stuffed dog, and said that if i got a dog she could kick it in one kick across the room.
also...
there are things that just remind you of people. its worse when you've been around them, think about them so much that you do those things by instinct. especially when you don't want to remember...
the once beautiful fringe that lay across my forehead. covered my insecurities, covered my worries and when it sat perfect across my head it felt like nothing could ever go wrong. better than a mullet,...
appreciating the smaller things in life that make it whole. other people are other people and i am myself. it doesn't matter what anyone says, what anyone thinks about me or anyone else around me, because...
don't you want a moment where you can tell someone, she is my weakness, she is my reason, she is my everything. that moment when all worries disappear and its just you two. when you're perfectly comfortable...
penguins my second favourite animal, panda first, something with black and white. and it got yellow beak too i guess, MULTICULTURAL!
far out asians are cu...
i wish i had a beautiful place, waterfall or something where i can just lie and relax. i've become stuck lately. wishing for things to happen, nothing happening... people always say the guy has to take...
a history of playing girls? don't give me that shit. you asked me about it already, the girl and my other friend held my hand first and when she tried to go further i backed off. thats not playing girls....
