redemption.

i just can't. i freeze up. there is nothing in this world that i can compare to you. you're floating, out of reach.
there are people like this in my world, i feel no matter how hard i try, i can't be with them, i can't talk with them, i can't even be near them. there in no confidence, there is no stigma to it. i just feel i don't deserve anything. because honestly, no one cares. they just don't care.

sitting here thinking, hoping, pain is only temporary.