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i just got asked if im depressed by a person i only just met because i reminded them of someone else who. :\ ANYWAYS. its a joyful day. ahha. im so funny.
i was thinking a bit more about insignificance in the world, no! i don't just sit around thinking about this sort of stuff... most of the time, haha. someone said something that brought it up to me, and ive been thinking you know. metaphorically speaking, my heart is seeking change. because of course your heart is just an organ, blah blah blah. but yeah, not like seeking out change like you want something different, but sometimes different isn't always better. i thought about it because i had a dream last night, can't remember it at all except that i was in a new house and that got me thinking about it even more. ive been so tense lately, i can feel it in my shoulders, my head, its just all cramped up. i have to seek those inner desires and be able to be happier. happiness is what you strive for in life, what i strive for in life, its different for different people i guess but i need to feel that sense of satisfaction. (:
