redemption.

i'm pretty messed up... as deranged as i seem at times and non-sensical especially on this blog, i know how to control myself. sometimes i might seem to lose my edge a little but i am more sensitive...

somehow i manage to push everyone around me away. people can say as much as they want that i'm a nice person or that i'm good looking or that i'm smart but the reality is none of those factors will...