redemption.

finished my exam and nothings changed. i sleep. i eat. i drink coffee. i go gym. now i need a job. i will sleep. i will eat. i will drink coffee. i will go gym. i will work. whats next. nothing will...

i rewatched 5 centimeters per second after hearing this song again: i was just reading... "5 centimeters per second, the speed at which cherry blossoms falls. its an allegory to life. acceleration...

i've calmed down. life isn't really a stand still no matter how much pain and agony you feel throughout your life. there are always new things, new emotions and new things to be found if you just continue...

how am i meant to keep going feeling like this. im hurting so so so so bad and i can't even tell anyone. it hurts so much and i cant deal with it... im barely making it through with a straight face...

i wish i could rewind back to a time when words meant something to me. when actions weren't the only thing i could trust. my dreams are overriding and trying to mimic a past reality but we are in the...