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even through the worst of times, and i mean the worst of times where you feel the worst you have ever felt in your life there is always a light at the end of the tunnel and once you emerge out of...
my minds wandering and im not sure when its going to stop. i haven't been able to sleep much lately, its scary, this world it is. youre thrown into circumstances which you can't predict, youre stuck in...
im feeling really down and out of it today. i don't know whether it's the studying, lack or too much of this or that... i really don't know i keep trying to think clearly but everythings blurry to...
theres so many shallow people in this world, im feeling like theyre all trying to draw me into their sadistic world and im losing the patience for it. im sure of who i am but im sad of what the people...
happiness can't last forever. i tried, i tried but there are some obstacles that won't let you. when you don't have family supporting you, i can keep trying still. when they are forcing me apart, i can...
i always seem to keep trying. i tell myself never to give up but in my head i really dont care for many things i just keep telling myself that i care when i really dont but its come to the point that...
since everyone thinks my blog is only about depressing posts i'll try and lighten up the scene some more. even through all the ups and downs of the last few months where i really only talk here about...
when you keep trying to create a sense of uniformity and simplicity into your life you're inevitably only going to hurt yourself. there is nothing simple about life and when you try to make it seem simple...
there comes a point in everybody's life where they grow up. we're not children anymore, we can't get away with the same privileges we were blessed with when we were children, even simple...
happiness doesn't last. i'm really alone in this world. left with nobody, my bodys shaking with fear, so alone...
even though everything has become real im forcing myself to believe im still dreaming. when things go right i tell myself that somethings not right and its a dream so i dont generate false hope. hope...
my body aches and yearns and im fighting every inch of my body trying to resist. my brain, heart and body are going against everything they believe in and its tearing me to pieces. i just feel so weak...
these past few months have been the most intense moments of my youthful life. ive experienced more than i couldve imagined, in both positive and negative ways. even though ive been thrown into some pretty...
im still shaking. i keep telling myself everythings alright but im still shaking. i really feel alone in this world. the times when friends and family cant tell. i put up that visage that im normal,...
dont wake me up. dont wake me.. dont wake me up up up up up up up ~everything been feeling like a fairytale, some unrealistic dream, some drama that i've only ever dreamed of. i never thought...
never been so tossed, turned and thrown down so roughly in my life. im at the stage in my life where you want things you cant get. not purely materialistically either but as ive said before my life...
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for some reason i feel like talking about the hopelessness of humanity. humans are born with so many faults, more faults than can be accounted for, they differ from person to person and when somebody...
even though this is technically the most strenuous moment of my angsty teenage life, i somehow feel the most at peace i have in a long time. i know its all jumbled and its hard for me to get my...
